[Hiccup's breaths have increased in pace, digging his fingernails into dragon-printed sheets to ease the pressure. The third finger makes it much tighter and he becomes terrified with worry that this might not work at all.
But Jack is trying to ease his worries with words and kisses, and it's the only thing that's keeping him going at this point, simply because it's Jack.
Because his first time with Astrid was disastrous, filled with panic and overloading anxiety, much worse than he has it now. But with lack of experience between both of them, and so much uncertainty of how to go about it, there hadn't been much comfort on either of their ends. It was left to be quick and rather sad, with Hiccup thinking he possibly wasn't meant for sex at all.
But with Jack, he was feeling ready no matter how terrified he was. Because he's come to understand the degree that Jack cares for him, knowing that they're now in on this together.
He reaches out for the arm that isn't working on him, gripping on the light muscle by the shoulder, as he speaks up again, with a slight laugh, for some sort of distraction.]
And here I had always thought you had some small hands.
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But Jack is trying to ease his worries with words and kisses, and it's the only thing that's keeping him going at this point, simply because it's Jack.
Because his first time with Astrid was disastrous, filled with panic and overloading anxiety, much worse than he has it now. But with lack of experience between both of them, and so much uncertainty of how to go about it, there hadn't been much comfort on either of their ends. It was left to be quick and rather sad, with Hiccup thinking he possibly wasn't meant for sex at all.
But with Jack, he was feeling ready no matter how terrified he was. Because he's come to understand the degree that Jack cares for him, knowing that they're now in on this together.
He reaches out for the arm that isn't working on him, gripping on the light muscle by the shoulder, as he speaks up again, with a slight laugh, for some sort of distraction.]
And here I had always thought you had some small hands.