[It's not an easy transition to one day feel as though you'll never have such a strong connection with anyone and then suddenly you're so ridiculously admired--suddenly you're wanted.
It was difficult to get used to Jack's feelings. To be spoiled with his compliments and his teases of how badly he wanted him. It's not that he disliked it, it was just incredibly difficult to wrap his head around and to fully accept.
Still, he can't hide away from his questions when suddenly Jack's forcing him to look eye to eye at him. Even as fingers start pumping into him harder, he holds a breath with difficulty, trying to refrain from showing too much of a reaction, from revealing too much of how he was really feeling, despite his body's natural response of rocking into his hand.
But when fingers are pressed in deeper, pushing further against nerves, he breaks, releasing a gasp, strained expression exposed on his face. A moan escapes, combined with a mix of both pleasure and pain, and suddenly there's no more hiding how much he does want it, as his gasps become more frequent.]
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It was difficult to get used to Jack's feelings. To be spoiled with his compliments and his teases of how badly he wanted him. It's not that he disliked it, it was just incredibly difficult to wrap his head around and to fully accept.
Still, he can't hide away from his questions when suddenly Jack's forcing him to look eye to eye at him. Even as fingers start pumping into him harder, he holds a breath with difficulty, trying to refrain from showing too much of a reaction, from revealing too much of how he was really feeling, despite his body's natural response of rocking into his hand.
But when fingers are pressed in deeper, pushing further against nerves, he breaks, releasing a gasp, strained expression exposed on his face. A moan escapes, combined with a mix of both pleasure and pain, and suddenly there's no more hiding how much he does want it, as his gasps become more frequent.]
Y-you really aren't playing fair--ah-ah!