[He only nods in response, no words seeming to escape from his mouth, sans the deep breaths he exhales. He'd be lying if he said he wasn't frightened. Not that he didn't trust Jack, but this was new territory for him and definitely nothing he had or ever would have experienced with Astrid.
But he lifts his body further, moving it backwards closer to his pillow before he lays down, feeling a slight comfort from the softness of the mattress against him.
And still, he watches Jack closely, worried that looking away might cause him to want to suddenly back out. Not that he would either way. His adrenaline was high and his body was already craving the experience. He was trembling, overwhelmed with anxiety, but this was all happening.]
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But he lifts his body further, moving it backwards closer to his pillow before he lays down, feeling a slight comfort from the softness of the mattress against him.
And still, he watches Jack closely, worried that looking away might cause him to want to suddenly back out. Not that he would either way. His adrenaline was high and his body was already craving the experience. He was trembling, overwhelmed with anxiety, but this was all happening.]